More about Natasha
At the age of 11 I was told I had healing hands. I distinctly remember the time, sitting on my Dad’s girlfriends lap whilst she was looking at my palms. The words ‘you have healing hands’ stayed with me for many years before I came to understand what it actually meant. Life from then on seemed to take a turn for the worse and our family encountered a lot of struggle, hardship and turmoil. I learned many things during those years, mainly if you wanted something there was only person you could rely on and that was yourself.
Being poor and unhappy didn’t suit my disposition as a happy go lucky kid. I wanted to enjoy life and I was going to make it happen. With that there seemed to be only one way to go and that was to get a good education and a good job at the end of it. I did get a good education, with thanks to the grant schemes in place for those who couldn’t afford a higher education, I just didn’t follow through with the traditional good job at the end of it. I’ve always been one to follow my nose and remain optimistic, so a month into my fourth year Masters Degree, I knew very quickly I needed to get out of higher education and into the real world of working. Within 8 months of not finding the right job and being unhappy again, I decided to do something very radical and go to Spain for 3 months. My best friend didn’t need much convincing when she decided to come with me, so off we went with a 3 month return ticket, due back a couple of days before my 23rd birthday.
Those 3 months lasted 7 years, I went from being a kid to a woman and experienced some amazing highs and depressing lows. This emotional roller coaster was a recurring pattern in my life; life would be brilliant, amazing, fun and I would be happy then it would be pulled from underneath me and I’d sink into a deep lull not knowing how or why I was there, just knowing that something had to change. It was these lull’s that kept me searching for something more. I knew I could be happy, I knew I could have what I wanted and I searched for it through my career, money and relationships. Little did I know that certain traumatic experiences in my life were being held in my body contributing to the highs and lows.
By the time I was 30, I had hit rock bottom. I’d finally ended a very unhealthy relationship, my body was sick, I had no job, no money and I was about to lose my €500,000 home, a home I had worked hard for and paid for myself. I couldn’t see any way out, I was destitute, so I did the only thing I could do which was to go back to U.K. move in with my Mum and let her fix me.
Those first few weeks were extremely painful, my mind raced with the how’s and the why’s. How could I have gone from earning over £120,000 in one year, driving a brand new BMW, eating in all the best places, buying clothes when I wanted, partying with my friends, living the high life to having nothing. I’d lost every ounce of who I was and I didn’t recognise myself, who the hell was I & how the hell would I ever be able to turn my sorry life around?
After weeks of turmoil I made what would become the biggest decision of my life. I would rather be on my own and single making myself happy than be in a second rate relationship that destroyed the person I really was. In my mind I believed that I would remain single for the rest of my life, I didn’t believe there was a guy out there who could give me what I wanted and deserved. So I allowed myself to date whoever I wanted and if they didn’t fit the bill, they were sent on their merry way. I was adamant that if I was going to be in any kind of relationship, it would be on my terms. In the meantime, I continued to strive for a career that would pay me enough to enjoy the kind of lifestyle I was used to. I still believed that money would make me happy and I continued to chase it through my work as a sales professional.
Within 10 months of making the biggest decision of my life I met my now Husband. He was completely different to any guy I’d dated and I knew there was something special about him. No matter what I sensed, I still stuck to my dating rules and expressed myself in a way I had never done before. This decision led me to marry this guy, my true love after our fifth year together and our first baby, Ella-Rae was born 12 May 2011. Through this experience, I’ve learned so much about love, being in a relationship and myself.
By the age of 30 I’d lived abroad for 7 years and had been back in UK for over a year. It was at this point that I started to get itchy feet and felt I needed to move country again, spurred on by the fact that I hated my recruitment job. I felt desperate to get out and find something I enjoyed and would pay me the big bucks I’d been used to. Enticed by money and the happiness it would bring, my new man and I found a job with the same company and moved country to Buenos Aires, Argentina for 5 months and then Brussels, Belgium. For a while, it was exciting and fun and fulfilled some part of me, however in less than a year I was back to square one, being miserable in my job, only this time I was in a great relationship.
The job didn’t become anymore enjoyable, it just got worse and I had no idea what I was going to do instead. I started to sink back into one of my lull’s. Money was sporadic, it came and it went, I was becoming increasingly miserable, no matter how hard I tried my boss was constantly on my back and I felt trapped. I hated being this miserable but I had no idea what to do or where to turn. I just kept saying and writing the same thing ‘I want a career that I love’, seemingly getting no closer to finding it, I trudged on.
In December 2008 my life was to take a radical turn for the better. Ill-health was the norm for me back then and I was suffering from yet another sinus infection, feeling like rubbish, worrying about money and hating my job, Christmas came and I was brought a book by my best friend that would change the course of my life forever. ’The Secret’ by Ronda Byrne was in my hands for the first time, I looked at it and tossed it to the side without giving it a second thought. A few days later I picked it up and I was drawn in, it became my bible and I started to take full responsibility for my life. This book invited me to learn about one of the greatest laws of the Universe, The Law of Attraction.
I realised very quickly there was more to the Law of Attraction than the content in this one book. So I started to search for more information, I gobbled up whatever I could get my hands on, the more I learned, the more my life started to change. The more my life changed the more proof I had that this stuff was real and I could literally take control of my own life. I could have whatever I wanted. By April 2009, I started a Certified Law of Attraction course through www.lawofattractiontrainingcenter.com and I was introduced to Emotional Freedom Techniques, EFT. I was blown away by what I learned and became Certified as soon as I could. This continued to me becoming a Certified Matrix Reimprinting Practitioner.
My personal life continued to transform, I was no longer the person I thought I was and life got better and better. Although life was enhanced through my new learnings, I was still miserable in my job and it was getting more painful as time progressed. At the same time my transformation seemed to tap into a deep calling, something inside me that wouldn’t budge. The calling got louder and louder until I had to listen and do something about it. I had absolutely no idea what I was doing, all I knew was that my transformation had been so remarkable that I wanted to help others do the same. I figured that if I didn’t know this stuff existed there would be others just like me who needed to learn this stuff and also transform their lives.
And that’s exactly what I did. I gave up my job, following my nose and my optimism and started to introduce what I’d learned to those who were willing to listen. I’ve since discovered that the pain, struggle and turmoil I’ve experienced throughout my life is actually one of my greatest gifts. I’ve also discovered that I do indeed have gifted healer markings on the palms of my hands. I am a gifted healer which allows me to guide others through deep transformation, helping them to get closer to expressing who they really are and giving them the opportunity to experience life from a whole new perspective. And this is exactly what I love to do. I love to help people step into their inner strength, power and confidence and live life to the max. I believe every single one of us can have it all, no matter how bad things are or have been and no matter how difficult it may seem.
The last few years have been a period of extreme growth & transformation. I’m no longer the person I used to be, I’m able to deal with the highs and lows of life in a very different way, my emotions are stable, I’m using my unique gifts and talents and I’m contributing to the world in a way which leaves me feeling fulfilled on a deeper level. I have great relationships with my Husband, family, friends and clients. My body is the healthiest it has ever been, the recurring illnesses are a thing of the past. I feel connected to the real me, the me that was struggling to get out from underneath the person I had become. I continue to discover as much as I can about myself, healing old wounds, changing habits & patterns that don’t serve me, I’m living my very best life and I’m amazed at how much my life gives back in return. I do the inner work and the outer part of my life follows.
If my story resonates with you and you’re ready to live your Souls Intention then email me info@natashaabudarham.com to set up a time for us to talk further.
I’m looking forward to taking you deeper into your Soul Intention, all you need to do is make the first move.
With love,
Natasha
The Soul Intention Coach, Mentor & Spiritual Teacher
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